Monday, March 9, 2009
Did you Miss ME??
Life sure is funny, you think your over something and no longer have the desire to do it and here you go. I haven't wrote in my blog in months, I haven't had the desire nor the need to express myself. So much
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Happy Thanksgiving
I WANTED TO WISH ALL MY FAMILY, FRIENDS AND READERS HAPPY THANKSGIVING. I AM THANKFUL FOR SO MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE. I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH SO MUCH THAT IT SOMETIMES OVERWHELMS ME. I DO PROMISE THAT I WILL START BLOGGING AND MAKING YOU LAUGH, OR MAYBE EVEN CRY ONCE AGAIN. MY ALTER EGO WILL BLOG AND SOMETIMES EVEN ME. *BIG SMILE
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Addicted
I have thought about closing my blog all together. I hardly write in it now and most of the time when I do find something I want to talk about it's brief, or I just copy and paste. The facts are when I get home I get lazy, I get tired, I eat, shower, watch King of the Hill or Simpson's saved on my DVR and then I go to nite nite land. I want more then just that in my life tho, I want to be able to find my VOICE again. Plus I can't just walk away from my online life, my blog, my other virtual worlds. I am addicted, no matter how much I say I am going to "grow up" and not play online games, or not look for things to do online, etc, etc, etc. I love the online world and I have been happy most of the time. Usually it's when I recreate and start over again with a new avatar or online life. But I do want to do it this time and be HAPPY with it. Those who are not use to playing online probably can't understand what I am talking about. Which is fine, online gaming and online life's is NOT for everyone. Many thing you have to be unhappy, unsuccessful, or be missing something from your real life to engage in an online life style. So, not true, its a hobby (for me anyway). It is a hobby that I find fun and appealing, something I LIKE TO DO.
Once again I have recreated my online persona, yes again, but this time I took more of a risk then I normally would. This time I haven't tagged myself with my own name and expected her just to be ME in game. My new persona is more of a Diva, with the look to go with it. I find myself buying her clothes I would of stayed away from because they weren't every day attire. I found myself just looking DIFFERENT in many ways. I have been in the virtual world for a long time. I have been a Doctor, Lawyer, Apartment Manager, A DJ, Designer, Jeweler. I have owned a Restaurant, Maternity Clinic, Children's Clinic, Day Care, Adoption Agency, A Modeling Agency one for children, one for adults, I have owned a Magazine Company, A Flower & Gift shop with delivery service, I have owned a Hip Hop Radio Station (the first in two virtual worlds I played), I have owned two clubs, one which was a Hip Hop Club, I have owned many different clothing stores not all successful but some were, I have owned a Movie Theatre,I have owned a community with several business owned by several other ppl, I have owned several Apartment Complexes, A Garden of learning and love, A Bed and Breakfast, A work out skill house, A Money house, I have been many things, done many things, and owned many business and I have always became rettless, tired and bored with what I have done. My accomplishments in game had I stuck with just one would of been known and successful thought many of the games I have played even until now. I have been many avatars, with many faces, with many personalises, with many life's. I have never tried to fool people in order to hurt them, get over on them, or make their life upsetting. Fact most of my avatars were always in the background of what I did. I never wanted to be known, I would not engage in conversation or make myself speak to anyone. Unlike ME my avatars are not the social butterfly or the talkactivve person I am in real life. I have kept that side of me in game quiet. But my new avatar, her persona will speak for herself and I do want something successful. I have even thought of writing a book about my online adventures and life styles. I wanted to do this because even though it may not be interesting to anyone but those who know and love me, it is something I want to do and want to bring forth to the table. With that being said, I am going to work on the new blog and when I am ready I am going to put it out there for all to see. I hope to be finish by December 1st which is next week. I also will be doing a 2008 review where I will look over my blog and some things I will bring back as s last look for many, and a new look for some. So all I ask is be patient and stay tuned.
Once again I have recreated my online persona, yes again, but this time I took more of a risk then I normally would. This time I haven't tagged myself with my own name and expected her just to be ME in game. My new persona is more of a Diva, with the look to go with it. I find myself buying her clothes I would of stayed away from because they weren't every day attire. I found myself just looking DIFFERENT in many ways. I have been in the virtual world for a long time. I have been a Doctor, Lawyer, Apartment Manager, A DJ, Designer, Jeweler. I have owned a Restaurant, Maternity Clinic, Children's Clinic, Day Care, Adoption Agency, A Modeling Agency one for children, one for adults, I have owned a Magazine Company, A Flower & Gift shop with delivery service, I have owned a Hip Hop Radio Station (the first in two virtual worlds I played), I have owned two clubs, one which was a Hip Hop Club, I have owned many different clothing stores not all successful but some were, I have owned a Movie Theatre,I have owned a community with several business owned by several other ppl, I have owned several Apartment Complexes, A Garden of learning and love, A Bed and Breakfast, A work out skill house, A Money house, I have been many things, done many things, and owned many business and I have always became rettless, tired and bored with what I have done. My accomplishments in game had I stuck with just one would of been known and successful thought many of the games I have played even until now. I have been many avatars, with many faces, with many personalises, with many life's. I have never tried to fool people in order to hurt them, get over on them, or make their life upsetting. Fact most of my avatars were always in the background of what I did. I never wanted to be known, I would not engage in conversation or make myself speak to anyone. Unlike ME my avatars are not the social butterfly or the talkactivve person I am in real life. I have kept that side of me in game quiet. But my new avatar, her persona will speak for herself and I do want something successful. I have even thought of writing a book about my online adventures and life styles. I wanted to do this because even though it may not be interesting to anyone but those who know and love me, it is something I want to do and want to bring forth to the table. With that being said, I am going to work on the new blog and when I am ready I am going to put it out there for all to see. I hope to be finish by December 1st which is next week. I also will be doing a 2008 review where I will look over my blog and some things I will bring back as s last look for many, and a new look for some. So all I ask is be patient and stay tuned.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Barbie
Today we talked about Barbies, I lost a lot of them during my moves and really have stopped even trying to collect them. I went to yahoo to see if I could see what a Barbie looked like during the time I was little enough to own one. I also needed it for some research of the book I am writing. As I searched for a Barbie that was made the year I remember getting one I came across the first ever commercial l. Thought I was share!! LOL
what next... a Book?
I seriously have not had the desire to do anything on the computer. Last night I woke up and got on WOW with Dee and put up some cloth for sale. I always find a buyer for my items and that gives me extra gold to buy pets. lol. I talk about Dena aka Scarlett about her pets but truth i s in WOW I would love to have what few pets there are in my bank and just take them out when I do so feel the need too. But facts are I am still NOT AS bad at Scarlett with her pet collection. I was going to play Fable and didn't even open the box and insert the disc to begin the download. Yesterday, as always, I got the depress feeling of having to go back to work and it lasted and lasted and lasted. But I am dressed and ready to go and perform my duties as I always do.
Last night, or should I say early this morning when I got up I decided I want to write a book. Now this won't be like my stories that I start and stop on. This will be more of a non fiction fact base story about me and one character who I will mark and live as in SL. The book won't just be about my second life, it will be about my online addiction and how I got started. I thought about calling it "Confession of a Fat Girl addiction to the Internet". Yeah, I can always make fun of myself before someone else does. But seriously, right now the urge to do that is strong and I am going to seriously think it over before I attempt to do it. I was to be real in the book, but I know a lot of my real life I want to keep out of the book. Who knows, if I write it Oprah may have me on her show and I would be loved by ALL!! Something like how it is now.. OH BEHAVE!!
Last night, or should I say early this morning when I got up I decided I want to write a book. Now this won't be like my stories that I start and stop on. This will be more of a non fiction fact base story about me and one character who I will mark and live as in SL. The book won't just be about my second life, it will be about my online addiction and how I got started. I thought about calling it "Confession of a Fat Girl addiction to the Internet". Yeah, I can always make fun of myself before someone else does. But seriously, right now the urge to do that is strong and I am going to seriously think it over before I attempt to do it. I was to be real in the book, but I know a lot of my real life I want to keep out of the book. Who knows, if I write it Oprah may have me on her show and I would be loved by ALL!! Something like how it is now.. OH BEHAVE!!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
To Sleep or NOT to Sleep...
Ok I went to sleep REALLY early and woke up around 18 Min's ago. Most people would of got up to do what they needed to do (bathroom check everyone) then crawled back in the bed and went back to sleep. Not ME!, my problem is once I get up and my feet hit the cold floor of the bathroom it awakens my whole body. Anyway, my tv was loud when I walked back in and my eyes glanced up to see Tom Cruise in a semi confrontation with Val Kilmer. For some reason the fact that Val Kilmer and I shared a back ground of having Native American blood in us made me go to IMDB to see what his tribe was. (Mine btw is Seminole from my fathers side and Chippewa & Apache from my mothers). Well while doing so I came across a movie trailer starring Will Smith called 7 pounds. I watched it and already it has me wanting to see more. (this is more Victors job lol), I added the trailer so you can see what I am talking about. I am a big Will Smith fan, I think he is one of the greatest actors of our time. It amazes me how someone who was a rapper has become a movie actor who has changed the way I view a rapper turn actor thoughts. I like Ice Cube, but hmmm when ever he plays a part it's always ICE CUBE. LL Cool J is another actor who has shown he can do a change. I do like his acting ability too (or maybe I just like how he looks lol). It's too early to really see how "Common" is going to take on his new role of an actor. With him it's his look right now for me. Lol. Anyway I am going to see if I can lay down and get some sleep before I have to get up. It's the url http://www.imdb.com/video/imdb/vi2170028057/
Oh yeah, lol as fro Val he has Cherokee blood line from his paternal great grandmother, some more interesting facts. He was the 5Th actor to play "Batman", He attend Chatsworth High School (hmm yep yep, so did Kevin spacey and Mare Willingham btw). Learn he was getting a divorce from Joanne Whaley Kilmer while watching CNN in a hotel room. Anything else you may want to know about him go to IMDB.com.
Laying down now, bye bye
Oh yeah, lol as fro Val he has Cherokee blood line from his paternal great grandmother, some more interesting facts. He was the 5Th actor to play "Batman", He attend Chatsworth High School (hmm yep yep, so did Kevin spacey and Mare Willingham btw). Learn he was getting a divorce from Joanne Whaley Kilmer while watching CNN in a hotel room. Anything else you may want to know about him go to IMDB.com.
Laying down now, bye bye
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