I just need a break from HOME

The past few days I have been bored out of my mind. I am actually getting sick of logging into Second Life and finding nothing to do. I am sick of watching tv, and even sicker of looking at the computer screen. My Photo shop doesn't work so I am unable to make any new outfits in the game in order to get some extra cash. So life now is about me taking my ass back to work and getting something to blog about other then the boredom that I now seem to have on a daily. I am a little upset because I went to the doctor this morning because she wanted to check me once more before doing a final release to return to work. My blood pressure AGAIN was sky high, she gave me a shot and told me to come back again tomorrow morning to ensure that I am able to return to work. I have a good mind not to go to see her tomorrow and just return. But the facts are I made a promise to family, friends and mostly to SELF that I would do all that is in my power to get my health in order. So I am not going to let the fact my blood pressure is up, upset me to the point it remains up still. Life is too short and I am too young, smart, and cute (BIG SMILE) to allow anything to get me down. So work here I come, just a day late.